Dreamcatcher

Week so far

2005-10-20T07:45:42Z

Well the week has been a strange one so far with all sorts of random stuff happening........

Work has been plodding along quite nicely this week without the need for me to do 15hr days which is always a good thing.

Tuesday was up in the air with 2 of my friends going to the funerals of there gradparents and with another friend deciding she couldn't face the world and taking an overdose but no fear she is still with us and where i can i am trying to give as much support as possible.

Have done much rp this week and am loving it its all most like being me again except i now dont do vamp live or get to chill out as much with all my buds god i miss u lot lol

well the weekend fast aproaches and so does the house warming which i am looking forward to and hoping a certain someone will be there........... enougth said on that matter...........

still waiting to get my medical results back for the CNC but i guess no news is good news at the moment....

and he is back

2004-11-15T06:16:37Z

Hi all,

Sorry its been so long bu my life has been chaos for a short period of time :D, now i know i haven't been to any games in the last few months but i tend to work friday and saturday evenings running the bar so as you can see life is mad.......

I have been working with my dad up in hertfordshire carrying out road inspections for thames water and still am but now i tend to be working in and around london mainly in the camden area of sorts so let me know and i could always pop in and see people if i have the chance.

I was driving through camden the other day and i had chris (a friend of mine) in the van with me and he managed to talk me into a peircing so half hour later i find myself in a shop with a guy putting a neddle through my nipple.

Yep i got a nipple peircing and boy does it make it sencitive.

well i hope you are all well and i am missing you all like mad.......

See you all soon

xx

butlins and my girlfriend

2004-02-18T17:09:47Z

Well my newly found girlfriend and i are getting on real well and her parents are a great laugth too, which is always good fun.

She had applied for a job at butlins and wasn't sure if she wanted to take it or not but today the phonecall that i have been dreading happened and she has accepted the job......

I am so happy for her as it will be a great experiance but i am going to miss her sooo much as she has managed to touch my life, well i guess there will be times to go and see her but that still isnt going to stop the way that i am feeling at the moment.

Birthday Bash

2004-02-08T00:17:48Z

Well i just thought i would let people know that it is that time of year again and i grow that much older :(

I will be at the EB on friday to celebrate my 26th birthday all are welcome and hey come get pissed..........

Feel free to bring along random people as they are always entertaining :D

dannyuk @ 2004-02-08T00:09:00

2004-02-08T00:09:25Z

I've visited the counties in yellow.
Which counties have you visited?

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2004-02-02T13:04:08Z

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dannyuk @ 2004-01-13T11:03:00

2004-01-13T11:03:14Z

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bad start to the day

2004-01-13T10:53:01Z

Well i was up at 05:30 this morning to head off to my meeting and didnt get back in until about 20 minuites ago when i had a phone call from one of relatives.

She held it together well on the phone and then burst out crying only to tell me that my grandad is critical and most probably wont last today. My mum and sister had already headed off up to nottingham to see if they could get there before he leaves but i wish they had just waited.

Now i havent seen my grandad in about 4 years and it looks like the next time i am going to get to see him is at his funeral it just seems so wrong.

now i am normally good with emotions and can be seen to be completly cold at times but this has hit something hard and i think its because he was a majour part of my life for so long i am going to miss him with all my heart.

Dream well grandad and may the angels guide you to a brighter place.........

dannyuk @ 2004-01-12T17:47:00

2004-01-12T17:47:18Z

Harmony. It's inner peace for you, or at least
trying to find it. The shell you live your life
in is akin to monks of old. You'd be more
comfortable if things were less stressed and
made a little more sense, so you try to get
just that. You survive the end by not letting
it happen. You didn't stop it, but you
supported those who did. I'm glad you took a
break from meditation to take the quiz...

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so what are u?

2004-01-12T17:40:08Z

I am Chocolate Flavoured.

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War Cry :D

2004-01-12T17:35:45Z

here is a nice quote for you all

2004-01-05T13:29:10Z

When choosing between two evils I always like to take the one I've never tried before.

dannyuk @ 2004-01-05T13:09:00

2004-01-05T13:09:07Z

I am Strength

Strength represents patience and compassion. Getting angry is easy when events turn sour, but dealing calmly with frustration takes great strength. So does accepting others and forgiving mistakes. We need strength to mold situations softly. The Chariot controls through mastery and authority. Card 8 is more subtle, even loving. Notice how the lion (itself a symbol of strength) is being guided and tamed by the woman's gentle hands.

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Helpless

2004-01-03T03:54:58Z

I have this huge feeling of being helpless and stranded as i have a friend that needs help and comforting and just wont let me in.

Now i know that she is going through alot after the new year being as she phoned me at the time and didnt let me know what was going on, and when i find out something is wrong i dont get told and that has to be the most infuriating thing about it.

Now i have a huge thing about people and the use of drugs its just a big no no in my books and in normal cases i have nothing to do with people that do them esp in my presance because hey i dont need or want them in my life.

all i can do is be there as and when they need me and this waiting lark is just as frustraiting as i know i could be trying to help. Now i love her to bits but as in all relationships that i tend to run when i feel helpless and unable to make a difference.

I have a lot of time for my friends and the world for those few that i hold real close to my heart and those people know who they are because i tell them and will always tell them.

Ayesha you have made it into those few babe and my heart is with you while you go through this stuff with your nan, you know where i am also babe and i will be around to help and hug if need be.

dannyuk @ 2004-01-02T03:26:00

2004-01-02T03:26:58Z

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Update

2003-12-18T14:24:30Z

Well it has been a while again since my last post but alot has hit me all in one go and i need to vent somewhere so unfortunatly you lot are on the recieving end.

i dont know how many people know my little secret but by the end of this you will all know it and the story that goes with it.

a few years back i was and i can say with a hand across my heart in love with a women named sarah there were a few hitches like all relationships have like her shareing a house with her ex and still staying in the same room etc etc. Now i got round all of that and we were doing well, now the doctors had always told her that she couldnt have kids because of some medical thing from when she was kid, so when we found out she was pregnant she and i were both over the moon.

Well her ex of course didnt like it and he was putting her under alot of presure and alike now me being me and always being the calm one had enougth of it and looked to get a house in the mean time me and him had a few words (he was a 21 year old police officer) and sorted some things.

well she decided she wanted to have some time on her own so she could sort her head out and go to the scans with her mum etc etc, so i supported her choice and was there for her when she needed me. When i got a pic of the first scan and you could make the baby out it was completly overwelming its like reality hits you with a large lump of wood.

well to cut a long story a bit shorter i had got the 3 bedroom house sorted and had a date to move in and everything but she still didnt want to leave him as he was having a break down and if she lft he would kill himself to be honoust i wish he did. well about a month passes and we talk on the phone and we finally meet up as i have been busy getting money and baby stuff togeteher and i could sence there was something that all my friends wernt telling me, so i let it go.

A day or so later i spoke to my friend jason and he went to me "how are you getting on with it" so i said "with what" and then it was the classic "oh so u dont know... shit" so needless to say i got it out of him in the end with numerous threats etc etc.

turns out that she had gone ahead and had an abortion without telling or letting me know but found it in her heart to tell all of my friends yep that includes craig. now before i get jumped i agree its the choice of the women if she wants it or not but if she had asked i would have talked it through and supported her no matter her choice. well it is a hard thing to get over when many of my friends now have kids and then there is that time each year that she would have been born.

well one of my friends found out last night that she has lost her baby and turned to me for support and friendship as her husband has as well and i now find myself dealing with all those hidden emotions once more.

well enough of me and back to you lot

here is the proper one :D

2003-12-11T16:19:01Z

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Dannyuk's
Battle Imp
is

Ouurd

Backstabbing: 6

Dodgin': 10

Guts: 4

Magic Mojo: 7

Smackdown: 5

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dannyuk @ 2003-12-11T16:13:00

2003-12-11T16:13:39Z

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Dodgin': 10

Guts: 4

Magic Mojo: 7

Smackdown: 5

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Update

2003-12-11T16:01:56Z

Hi all well i havent had much time of late to put anything up here as i have been snowed under with work.

On the work note there is a good chance we might have just won a contract worth about £800,000 to the company so guess who is going to be getting a good wage if we get that :D

I have decide to put forward for the Brujah GSA position and see if i can get it and make a difference but dave keys is also running for it and should he get it all would be good. Good luck bud....................................

Leena is back from holiday and she stayed over on tuesday night came and watched me play in the pool league and then we just hugged all night it was fantastic and the tan looks good to.

Well today has been yet again full of work but this time i can just about talk it would look like my glandular fever is about to kick back in again and just in time for christmas how lovely. I will be going to Garou tomorrow and vamp on saturday but dont be expecting to here a loud me :D

Well thats it for now folks

update

2003-11-20T17:12:44Z

well i t has been several days ok a long time since my last post but i have been real busy with work and trying to keep leena entertained :D

I went to lee's starwars bash and remembered just how much god damn fun playing in his game was, thanks for a great weekend all and ginnie has to be the number one host in my book she was great.

I have a new boss down the pub now and i am trying to make sure i can get to all the games i want to play but he seems ok, i mean he let me swap the shifts he gave me so that i can go to garou and vamp this weekend :)

Life its self is just ticking along as it does and i am just glad that Krys is ok and seems to be having the time of her life, but like alot of people i am missing her loads.

i decided to call america the other night and speak with jackie **evil smile** as i am missing her loads since ICC she was great and managed to keep me entertained. Del was on his day off and asleep *lol* so i didnt get a chance to chat to him but i am now making plans to pop out to atlanta and see them both, but if things work out well and i can raise the money i will also pop down to chicargo to see the lovley jess :D

well enougth of me for now

my birth details

2003-11-20T16:54:42Z

You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Aquarius.
Your Life path number is 8.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2443556.5.
The golden number for 1978 is 3.
The epact number for 1978 is 21.
The year 1978 was not a leap year.

As of 11/20/2003 10:55:28 AM CST
You are 25 years old.
You are 309 months old.
You are 1,344 weeks old.
You are 9,407 days old.
You are 225,778 hours old.
You are 13,546,735 minutes old.
You are 812,804,128 seconds old.

There are 89 days till your next birthday
and 35 days till Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.

With the Life Path of the number 8 you are focused on learning the satisfactions to be found in the material world. The Life Path 8 produces many powerful, confident and materially successful people. You are apt to be very independent, forceful and competitive. Your routine is involved in practical, down-to-earth affairs, and there is relatively little time for dreams and visions. You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself. Most of your concerns involve money and learning of the power that comes with its proper manipulation. This Life Path is perhaps the one that is the most concerned with and desirous of status, as an accompaniment to material success. If you are a positive 8 you are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas, and also possessing the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion. In short, you are well-equipped for competition in the business world or in other competitive fields of endeavor. You know how to manage yourself and your environment. You are practical and steady in your pursuit of major objectives, and you have the courage of your convictions when it comes to taking the necessary chances to get ahead.
The negative 8 can be dictatorial and often suppresses the enthusiasm and efforts of fellow member of the environment. Often, the strength of their own personality excludes close feelings for other people with whom they come in contact. Material gains and rewards often become issues of utmost importance, even to the neglect of family, home and peace of mind. Dedication to success can become an obsession. Emotional feelings are often suppressed by the negative 8, resulting in isolation and loneliness. All Life Path 8 people must avoid discounting the opinions of others.

dannyuk @ 2003-11-10T16:48:00

2003-11-10T16:49:19Z

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Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Dependent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Obsessive-Compulsive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

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Pissed Off

2003-11-10T00:02:41Z

Well today did start of well as i managed to catch up on some needed sleep and have started to look into my new charecter so that i can play him better. I had spoken to leena on the phone through text messages and wished anthony a happy birthday to find out she was on about sitting in a cake (mad women) so that made e chuckkle.

well i finished work and was on the way home when i got a text message from her so i gave her a call when i got in and now i am ready to bust the living fuck out of some people heads.

let me say this i dont get angry because i dont like myself when i am because i have no control over the things i do, but there are certain people in this world that seem to think they can control a certain other person. Well i have just been on the phone for about 45 min and that person is completly distraught and fucked off, they have told the individuals in question to back out of ther life and to stop demanding stuff.

Take this as a warning if you read my LJ or you know the people in question.... if you donot back the fuck off and let them be i will find out who you are and i will deal with you my way.

New Character

2003-11-08T00:38:01Z

Well i spoke to marc torley today and found out the npc i am to play :)

it is going to be sooooo much fun and i get to interact with some cool charecetrs, anyways i will see you all at the game tomorrow it shopuld be fun fun fun

That friday feeling

2003-11-07T17:02:11Z

Well it's friday once again and i have just had the honour of leena for two days :)

well needless to say i am completly shattered now and only got 2 hours sleep last night, due to craig getting his new job and us being round chris's house getting hammered and playing xbox.

I have been working on a new charecter background for a c/a charecter but i am going to wait until tomorrow when i have spoken to Mr Torley about this National NPC he says he has for me *evil grin* so watch this space.

well i have to go and work down the pub in an hour so i will seak to you all later or see you all tomorrow.